Yup.

For some reason this year was harder than most. I normally don't even notice the father's day stuff as it isn't about me. But I guess starting therapy specifically to deal with an avoidant attachment disorder means it's all a bit more raw. I have a person who is my father but he was angry at everything and not easy to be around at all. We have no relationship - my choice, made over 25 years ago. No regrets, whatsoever. But there are days when it gets shoved in your face that other people had loving parents and it doesn't compute for me. I wish I knew what that was like.